How time has changed me

The last time I used this website seems like so long ago. I was deeply involved in a house church in Northside which I eventually found myself living across the street. I care deeply for the friends I made while living in the run down efficency, but my road led elsewhere, and I knew I couldn't stay. I felt as though living with this house church was making me feel ashamed of my sexuallity, but I now know there is nothing wrong with being a gay man. I have become very secure in my homosexuallity, and I feel I learned from my time with the guys down in northside that nothing should ever shake my self image, because I know who I am, and that is all that matters.
For a while I found myself sleeping around with every guy I could get my hands on, but by the morning I just felt really guilty and dirty. But then I met Paul, and what began as simple fuck buddies turned into my most involved relationship to date. Paul introduced me to marijuana, until that point, I had never even seen the stuff, but let me tell you, it is just swell. I can tell why the American Indians smoked a peace pipe.
See, people who are against the legalization of pot are just ignorant. Its just a lot of propaganda from a religion that thinks it owns this country, but I have news for the christians out there who think they need to convert people to thrive in the country, its a new age. An age of equality, an age of truth, an age of love, and an age of peace. It is time for this world to come together as one people. Because standing divided as all these religions and countries that hate each other is destroying the planet we call home. People need to just forget about all this BS religion, and just come together and make a real difference.
Since I began smoking marijuana I have been more willing to study other religion, I have decided to get a formal college education, I enjoy learning and cleaning and taking care of myself, so don't try to tell me that I am going to hell for doing it, because according to you I have already been sentenced there for my sexuallity, beliefs, or not being the right color.
The code of conducut I live my life by is called my conscience, I know when something is right, and when something is wrong...
Falling in love with another man after spending the night in his arms, not wrong.
Having no religion, or any religion you choose, not wrong
Smoking marijuana, not wrong
Persecuting someone for having different beliefs, customs, sexuallity, skin color, nationality, religion, gender, wealth, or pretty much anything else people use to try to convince of how different we are. When we are all just brothers and sisters in humanity.